Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Keep Sowing

**Apologies - I just realized that the devotional I copied and pasted at the end of this post was cut off on the right hand side. It should be fixed now so that you can read it entirely!

A dear friend sent me a link this morning to a beautiful devotion related to my Lenten sacrifice, giving up fear. I wanted to share it with you, as I know many young mothers are out there who read our blog (why? I don't know! But you are welcome here and we love you.). I related to John Piper's words and to this scripture so easily. There are many days that require me as a mom to keep putting one foot in front of the other, regardless of how I am feeling or struggling, because my family and household needs me to carry on. And I love the reminder that God is with us and strengthening us for the big challenges and trials in our lives that we might come face to face with, but that He is also just as present and involved in my day when I feel like I can't change another diaper or run another load of laundry. I am so thankful for a personal relationship with my Savior, and how He meets me on whatever level is necessary - when I am fearful, when I am sad, when I am managing things well. None of it phases our great God.

Here is the devotional from John Piper's website - I hope that I'm allowed to copy and paste it like this onto my blog? (Trying to be very clear to give him credit for his words.)

"Talking To Your Tears"

Psalm 126:5-6

"May those who sow in tears
reap with shouts of joy!
He that goes forth weeping,
bearing the seed for sowing,
shall come home with shouts of joy,
bringing his sheaves with him."

There is nothing sad about sowing seed. It takes no more work than reaping. The days can be beautiful. There can be great hope of harvest. Yet the psalm speaks of “sowing in tears.” It says that someone “goes forth weeping, bearing the seed for sowing.” So why are they weeping?

I think the reason is not that sowing is sad, or that sowing is hard. I think the reason has nothing to do with sowing. Sowing is simply the work that has to be done even when there are things in life that make us cry. The crops won’t wait while we finish our grief or solve all our problems. If we are going to eat next winter we must get out in the field and sow the seed whether we are crying or not.

This psalm teaches the tough truth that there is work to be done whether I am emotionally up for it or not; and it is good for me to do it. Suppose you are in a blue funk and it is time to sow seed. Do you say, “I can’t sow the field this spring, because I am in a blue funk.” If you do that you will not eat in the winter.

But suppose you say, “I am in a blue funk. I cry if the milk runs out at breakfast. I cry if the phone and doorbell ring at the same time. I cry for no reason at all. But the field needs to be sowed. That is the way life is. I do not feel like it, but I will take my bag of seeds and go out in the fields and do my crying while I do my duty. I will sow in tears.”

If you do that, the promise of the psalm is that “you will reap with shouts of joy.” You will “come home with shouts of joy, bringing your sheaves with you.” Not because the tears of sowing produce the joy of reaping, but because the sheer sowing produces the reaping, and you need to remember this even when your tears tempt you to give up sowing.

So here’s the lesson: When there are simple, straightforward jobs to be done, and you are full of sadness, and tears are flowing easily, go ahead and do the jobs with tears. Be realistic. Say to your tears: ‘Tears, I feel you. You make me want to quit life. But there is a field to be sown (dishes to be washed, car to be fixed, sermon to be written). I know you will wet my face several times today, but I have work to do and you will just have to go with me. I intend to take the bag of seeds and sow. If you come along then you will just have to wet the rows.”

Then say, on the basis of God’s word, ‘Tears, I know that you will not stay forever. The very fact that I just do my work (tears and all) will in the end bring a harvest of blessing. So go ahead and flow if you must. But I believe (I do not yet see it or feel it fully)—I believe that the simple work of my sowing will bring sheaves of harvest. And your tears will be turned to joy.”

Learning to sow steadfastly,

Pastor John

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